I have always dated girls who were older than myself, whether she be one or ten years my elder. It always seemed comfortable to me and I learned to play the part of the hot young girlfriend pretty well. Each of my exes (I’ll call them victims lol) enjoyed parading me around, showing me off to their friends, and I like to believe that most of them genuinely adored me. Even the long distance ladies always gave me all of the time in the world.
Now the tables have turned. I’m beginning to believe that karma really does exist and I am truly sorry for every single time that I mistreated my victims and for every heart that I’ve broken throughout the years. I have fallen in love with someone younger than myself and it SUCKS.
I live with the fear that she will, one day, find a girl who is younger and more attractive than me, who will sweep her off of her feet, and there will be nothing that I can do to prevent this.
